My chums, who read this blog, will be SO glad to know my birthday is two months from today; April 8. Some years, I would start the count down around--oh, December-to my day. Usually riled up the chums. :) Well, today it is two months. I wonder if any of the goals I've set will come to pass by then?
Pastor Freddie Haynes, of Friendship West Baptist Church, from Deuteronomy 33 today. With success, you have security and the strength for another day, for all of your days. God knows how much strength you need for that day. It's all on the inside. Of course, are you open to what God has for you?
For me personally, I'm not as 'up' as I should be. I know it is there. He has always been with me. Just didn't know it. On the job front--oh wow--I still believe it's gotta be better. Yet is age discrimination coming into play? Am I at that juncture of "well, she's too old? She'll want more money, etc?" Then the house. I love my little bungalow, yet I see visions of either this house with additions or another. Then I look across the street, and see the house, identical in sq. footage, but they have a deck and a few other cosmetic things. It is been on the market since last summer--and just now has reduced its price a total of 10 grand.
I feel kind of lost. Depressed, naw. Just kinda lost. I know my character is being tested. Can I deal with stuff? The blessings are around the corner. I need to be patient and do my part to get em here. They won't show up just cause I want them to. Heaven knows it would be so much easier then. Maybe I'm thinking of three years ago, when I was sick and didn't know it. Hmm. Maybe I think God had me rest for those months, recuperate and such, and I've yet to not do what He asks of me. Maybe that what has got me lost--I've not done all He wanted.
There's nice ring to the success, you have security and the strength God has given you. I can be found.
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