Yes. I am. Seem to have so much on my mind. Someone very dear experienced a deep loss Tuesday. Nancy, a member of my writers' group lost her companion of over 20 years, from lung cancer. When we had out last meeting Nancy shared he wasn't doing so well. I prayed good health would return. On Tuesday, good health did return-----he went Home.
So much on my mind. Being patient in the journey God has me on. Impatience of getting this house how I want it decorated--paint, flooring, new kitchen appliances---oh, and a big screen TV for football. Being patient in the journey God has me on...oh, I just said that--the patience in my professional and personal life.
How I should utilize the gifts He's given me for His good. And I'm not. How to be patient for the man He's chosen for me. That Man and I have been through so many valleys, I'm surprised we've not drown in a flood.
I look at my cats. Comfy cozy by my feet. They seem to know when there's things on my mind--like now. They're always around then. Other times? Too busy watching the birds.
I look at my life. He's blessed me. I owe Him. I need to show I can do what's been laid out for me. Why am I parked in neutral?
Then I think of Nancy. She lost her first husband after many years of marriage. Then she met Bob. This woman is so strong. We all say we want to be like her when we finally grow up. Heck, we want to be like her NOW. Even with this loss, she told us she looks forward to our next meeting in a couple weeks.
Me too.
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